Monday, 22 June 2009
-
i cant imagine what it would be like next when it'll be my turn to say my goodbyes to lancaster and to all the good people i've met there.. 我諗我一定會好唔捨得, 臨走幾日同flatmate傾多左計, 我好鍾意聽人地講佢地自己既story. i'm glad i've lived with you guys in the past year.. :)
i'm finally home, only staying here for a night though... off to london tomorrow, then to hong kong on wednesday.. this year would be a good one. hopefully, cant wait to see you guys again~~!
and one last thing, i love catching up with old friends, see you guys when i'm back from HK! ;)
xxxx
Wednesday, 17 June 2009
-
-confocal paper
-SEM paper-microbiol paper
-literature review plan
-look for and print out more science papers
-borrow reading pack from teaching office
-pack for storage
-storage on thursday
-pack for home-pack for HK
-sort out next week's assessmentall in this week, 如果一日多過24小時 同 可以分身就好了.......
Tuesday, 09 June 2009
-
I hate this time of the year, theres just over two weeks left... started packing some stuff for storage already, as I was taping the boxes it felt kinda sad... the feeling of leaving this place is growing upon me day by day, another academic year is coming to an end... I don't know exactly what it is that I'll be missing... maybe its the fact that time had passed so fast without me realising. As I'm typing this, flash backs starts to appear, I have changed, I'm no longer the one who I was... I start to think differently, starting not to rely so much on others... starting not to care what others think / say... I no longer pressurise myself with certain things, just relax.... and take things as they come.
HK soon! :)
Monday, 01 June 2009
-
悠閒週末, 最寫意就係曬曬太陽,
最鍾意就係訓係草地上望望天空.
果一刻, 所有煩惱都突然消失..
左諗右諗, 其實而家既生活都算唔錯
不會再理會其他人所講既閒言閒語.
做好自己就算喇.
Monday, 18 May 2009
-
When someone we know is making a decision or change, it can be helpful to ask about his or her motives. But we can’t fully know another’s heart. We don’t want to “bite and devour” our fellow Christians (Gal. 5:15), but instead to love them in a way that others will know we are Jesus’ followers (John 13:35). The world is watching. — Anne Cetas
We join our hearts and hands together,
Faithful to the Lord’s command:
We hold each other to God’s standards—
All that truth and love demand.Only God sees the heart.
感謝身邊的常常提點我, 默默為我做事 想我好...
今天亦都是一個新開始, 我相信我可以堅持. -
對我黎講, 而家最難做既事..就係點樣去堅持繼續做一件事, 近排發生左好多事, 我真係唔知道將來會係點... 唔再敢問朋友既諗法, 感覺上, 同每一個朋友既關係都變得很疏遠... 或者好多而家都要面對考試, 更加有自己既問題要解決... 根本唔可以理 or 幫得我太多... 講真, 呢段時間我可以用孤獨黎形容... 有時會諗... 朋友突然間好似離開晒咁... 有一種好強烈既感覺, 就係... 今次既代價可能係冇晒身邊好多好多既朋友... I hate to face this, but I know, it IS possible. 而我知道, 我唔應該咁樣而放棄, 因為我唔想前工盡廢. 呢段時間, 你仍然對我不離不棄.. 我真係好感激你, 你比我知道 我唔係自己一個, 我唔係自己一個行緊呢段路... 你就變成我既支柱, 一個好重要既支撐.... 但, 可能有一日你都會離開... 咁..到時候 我又應該點呢? 又有邊個可以做我既支柱...? 同姐姐傾左好耐好耐... 佢提醒我, 我唔可以太過注重其他人對我既睇法, 我唔可以依賴其他人對我既支持或信心 去改變... 因為, 如果有一日佢地唔再支持, 唔再比信心我, 咁我仲可以繼續嗎? 如果我單憑其他人比我既信心, 我會好容易動搖.....我唔想..... 十萬 一百萬個唔願意...
我知道每一個人都有過去, 每一個人都有自己既故事, 每一個人, 都會有秘密... 而我, 就已經將我既秘密公開... 問十個, 十個都會話我係錯... 而我知道, 我係錯.. 係呢度同你地每一位講多一次, 對唔住, 我令你地失望... 我真係好想呢段路快d行完.. 快d有一個新既自己, 但係, 呢d事又可以急嗎? 答案係唔可以.... 之前, 我好驚 好擔心 其他人唔會睇到我既決心... 但, 原來... 我唔係為任何人改變, 我係要同自己, 同神有個交代.... 到我做出成果時, 我好希望其他人都會睇到, 至於..佢地點睇到... 呢個又係一個問題.
今日返教會, 有幾位認識既人受浸... 聽到佢地既見證... 好感動, 登佢地好開心... 好想自己快d有呢個機會... 因為當果日既來臨, 我就已經完成我而家行緊既路...
呢件事入面, 我相信我要學識獨立. 要學識堅持. 要接受上天對我既安排... 因為 姐姐話過, 祂 永遠都會prepare最好既比我地每一個人... 我相信呢個係事實... 因為 祂 曾經派過好多天使係我身邊, 提點, 教導我...特別有一位, 曾經用盡辦法來幫我變好... 你對我既好, 對我既付出 我永遠都唔可以忘記... 我只想將來仲有機會好好報答你, 用我一生既時間報答你...
希望你地睇完呢個blog 之後, 唔好用一個憐憫我既心情去睇呢件事, 因為呢個係我既代價... 我想同你地講, 我真係可以接受而家每一個轉變... 我亦都唔再介意係你地眼中我係一個點既人... 因為我知道, 我將會轉變我會成長.... 不久既將來.. 我會成為令一個更加好既人... 當一個人expect to lose everything, 仲要怕什麼....? 因為我知道, 我心靈永遠都唔會孤獨.... 永遠都有神陪伴...
Sunday, 10 May 2009
-
金錢對每個人來講都有唔同價值, 有些為了賺錢而活 因為它可以令人有物質上既滿足. 亦有人覺得, 只要可以support 到起居飲食就已經足夠. 自問由細到大, 一路都係後者... 直至到近兩年才對物質上開始有要求, 後來越想越多. 雖然冇因為咁而做壞事, 但 都感覺到整個人慢慢開始變. 今天, 師母提醒我, 現時的金錢, 其實不太重要. 因為我們只會在這裏短短幾十年, 就算現在擁有什麼什麼 都只會是一段好短時間.
"不要為自己積儹財寶在地上；地上有蟲子咬，能銹壞，也有賊挖窟窿來偷。 只要積儹財寶在天上；天上沒有蟲子咬，不能銹壞，也沒有賊挖窟窿來偷。 因為你的財寶在那裡，你的心也在那裡。" - Matthew 6:19-21
有沒有信仰都好, 我覺得這句是一個很好的提醒.
Of course there are many other aspects which would change/alter who/what/how we are, I am still working on it. For me, many things had come to realisation, I reached a point where I asked myself if I could still be called a Christian after all the things I have done. I hope it isn't too late to make changes.
Wednesday, 06 May 2009
-
第1個星期既skills course 話咁快就完, 其實唔係想像中咁難, 以為呢8星期可以平平淡淡咁過. 但.. 今日知道要自己一個present, 當初都唔係大不了 因為以前都有試過, 但, 原來係要sell 自己比一間想apply既job咁就完全唔同講法. 如果一個人一直都冇太大自信心, 咁又點可以做得好呢? 只有3星期比我地準備, there will never be enough time for me to be ready..
--------------------------------
EDIT,
同學同我講出年既supervisors已經allocate好, 頭先check, 雖然唔知道果個人係邊個, 因為兩年黎我都冇比佢教過... 但係睇到佢教既 area 係我一路好想學同好想知多d既野... cellular pathology, 我而家真係好興奮 :) 希望可以做好佢.
Tuesday, 05 May 2009
-
"...是我自己錯誤的決定"
Sunday, 03 May 2009
-
For the past year and a half, I'm used to living on my own at uni, cooking for myself, washing up for myself, doing weekly food shopping for myself, doing housework and taking care of myself. I know I do like this kind of freedom, being independent and have privacy. However, today... after talking to my brother for a bit, I start to think back what it was like being at home... like how we watch Family Guy and South Park every single night, play on Wii till 4-5 in the morning, how mum makes the best dinner when I go home, how my sister spends a little time talking to me even though shes so tired after work. I should have gone back on Wednesday, but anyways... theres only a few days left! :)
I do miss being there afterall...
Friday, 01 May 2009
-
I find it hard to sleep these days, especially last night... after catching on my sleep in the first day of my break I feel wide awake, energetic, but theres nothing to waste my energy on. I feel like I need to go out and do something, but the weather hasn't been great since the day my exams had finished... it always happen doesn't it?
I've been listening to the classicals all night last night and today, its hard to explain how exactly I feel everytime I listen to them - kind of sweet, kind of emotional, it gets me thinking about things happening to me right now / recently. I know not all relationships are perfect, they must have some flaws in it... and in mine, I happen to be that flaw. I know theres a long road ahead, even though things might not go back to how they were. I admit it drags me down by thinking of it.. but I guess, if you really do like someone, you'll just have to fight on. Right?
Wednesday, 29 April 2009
-
biol 253 - Geneticsbiol 243 - Medical Microbiologybiol 211 - Cell Biologyit got worse...biol 231 - Evolution and BehaviourCOMPLETED
first thing i did when i got back was to make myself a full meal, in the exam period i have just been feeding myself with bananas, strawberries, salads and crisps... after that, i have had the longest nap since agesssss.. 8pm -11pm it felt GOOOOD!
Monday, 27 April 2009
-
有時候都可以比自己一個籍口任性一下,
明知道 各有各忙都要見一見你,
原來我地之間既距離唔算太大,
只要搭火車就可以見到... 已經比好多人幸運
剩下來既日子 要好好加油吧!考埋聽日就free喇~ :)
Saturday, 25 April 2009
-
How come its always soooo sunny when I have to stay in to revise, and it gets cloudy when I'm free? happens too many times..=v= 4 exams, only one more to go... yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
今日出town買送途中仍然見到好多 cherry blossoms, 你既生日花
已經慢慢愛上春天既感覺 :)
Weblog Archives
